shushies

its not a big issue..but i feel like hell…dont know how 2 shout it out..dont know how to let it go..it stick in my heart..im not ok

Well if you wanted honesty, that’s all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it’s better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it’s not the life it seems?
(I’m not okay)
I’ve told you time and time again you sing the words but don’t know what it means
(I’m not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I’m okay
I’m okay!
I’m okay, now
(I’m okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I’m telling you the truth
I mean this, I’m okay!
(Trust Me)

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Well, I’m not okay
I’m not o-fucking-kay
I’m not okay
I’m not okay
(Okay)

lme gile x blik umh..x sabo nk jpe ank buah aku yg comel tu..nt musti die da x igt aku dah cehh..lgi sebulan lbih je..sabo2..kn la start shoping souvenir ni..1 kg da pesan huhu

mlm ni top 3 la..heheh idup tomok..wawawa x psal2 aku ske tgok tomok perform..tp x bmkna aku ske beliau tau..sekadar ske tgok his style je

huhu dah lme x nulis nih..asik bz je idup aku nih..busan tol..tp tme weekend la pling bes..leh g lepak2 ngn mbe wawawa indahnye dunia..tp kalo da esok senin tu malas gile rse..aiyoo tp ske la nk ngaja ank2 aku yg mcm2 peel nu..ade yg myk ckp,ade yg pasif, ade yg nakal tp bijak,ade yg sngaja nk bg aku marah, ade yg kuat ngusik..mcm2 lew..pape la asalkan ape yg aku ajar smpai kt diorang n diorang phm + respon ok la..dikire objektif tercapai huhu..aku pling x tahan ble aku sruh la dak islam srg tu tulis ayat hafazan pastu tmpal kt board blkg kls..ade ke patot srg nonmuslim tu nk wat gak ayat2 kristian die nk tmpal gak hak3..terkelu gak aku wawawa mmg dak2 ni x paham la konsep islam sbgai agama rasmi..dah la ayt2 die tu mne la msuk exam,die kan amik moral wawawawawawawa kelakarnye nseb bek aku bjaya menepis ngn alasan2 logik lagi berhemah.standard la aku kn guru cemerlang hihi

ponatnye tiap2 ari bz..myk keje..kjap je da mlm pastu ngntuk..asal mlm aku ngntuk..asal ngantuk je malam..alhamdullah aku msih shat dan kuat dan dpt idup dgn tenang dan aman..

adooo..cm nk quit je rasanya huhu…tp bes gak kdg2 ble students dpt tgkap ape yg kite ajar ok la..yg jd masalahnye ble ade stu nakal yg mls nk blajar tp asik ngaco kawan2 lain..tu yg buat kite bengang ni..kalo tegur pon x jadi jugak hmm sekeh je la jawabnye…pape la wawawa

waaa tetiba je da pektikal..huu dpt lak sek dak2 nakal..form 1 mulut x reti nk dok diam..majoriti dlm kls 2/3 dak laki..bayangkan how to manage them…gn rotan lew jawabnye..tmbh2 kls yg ujung ade ke patot pen aku pon dikebasnye agak2 la weh da la pen mahal..kalo aku tye balik tobat nk ngaku tu ish2 kire hala aje la..hmm dak2 f 4 lak lagi la sengal lagi kuang ajo…wat hangat aku je…bdk laki jugak la dah la kls last pemalas sbjek sng pon mls nk bce…girls ok je ikut je ape aku sruh.. yg laki tu ade la 2,3 org tjuk lagak kunun macho la sgt..cett.. pedehal suh bce sifir 8 pon x lepas wat malu je..seluar jgn ckp lew..skinny gilewww…singkat lak tu..baru blik bndang ape…dak pompuan pon ade gak kain sgkat smpai nmpk betis..gile babas..aku dlu ske pon ikut gak fsyen tp xde la smpai cm bini tarzan gtu wawawawa tp yg panasnye bile aku msuk kls suem wat tatau…pst berdiri la jawabnye sampai abes kls..xde respect lgsung..tau la kau ni kecik molek huh….huh ptg ni ade merentas desa lak…kn  jge cekpoint dah la panasnye..aku rse ni bkn merentas desa tp merentas perkuburan ..yela da laluan die pon ikut kubur cina la india la kristian la adooo k see ya next tme..byeee

kjap je da abes blja…hihi…busan gak cuti ni..nk kn g praktikal ag adooooooooo…ni yg lemah ni…dak2 keladi korg jgn nakal2 ek krg x psl2 kn sekeh ngn aku huhuu…bubye sume kwn2 ku yg besh gileeeeeeee hihihih bye pokcik bye naem bye bol bye romate hosmates classmates coarsemates minormates waaa hahaahahaha ala relax r ade umo jpe ag k ..bubye

cpt la abes..x larat dah ni cm nk mati je study ari2…mak nk blik umhhhhhhhhhhhh…

aaa wut da heck is dat???? pnt aku study adooo ssh tol nk paham…asl study je ngntuk..asl ngntuk je mls nk study hihi….mnde ni yg ssh ke aku yg lombap cett aaaa mak tolong doa lbey2 cket…php tu nt msuk menatang ape laa? setting php? create table? cik fizul tlg jelaskannnnnnnnnnn kui kui kui